fred is with his 'love' guru experience.
i seriously believe that he can open up another aunt agony column
for lovers who are lost. he seems to have all the answers to the questions i ask him
and that he can tell me even how to go about solving it in a damn the experienced and mature way!
how come sia... hahahaha

then he told me, that first r/s is always the best. best in terms of the release of passion because it's the first.
cheem.
ok lah.... now he telling me to be guai.. study hard.. dun go pubbin wahaha like i small ger sia..
eh......? i tot i said i'll be blogging less? wahaha guess not.. i juz finished studying my stuff for today..
5 chapters of stuff including tech m, cus com and crm.. sianz

i think my temper got better even though i'm so damn busy hahaha usually at this corner of time
i'm very stressed out and edgy and will vent some anger or get moodswings with wilfred....
cry and stuff lidat... i'm doing none of those and instead, i became very good-natured and juz pleasant to him u noe?
i'll juz call him when i'm done and he'll sms me every once in awhile,
to ask about me and how i'm doin and then ask me to rest more and stuff lidat..
most of the time he'll leave me alone to finish my work first...
for some strange reason every since i sorted out my thoughts after the 'friends' incidents,
my temper and ability to control my temper improved tremendously

he asked me if i would've prefered to be his first girl.
i thought through and told him that i prefer the wilfred i'm with now.
he had his gd experience in r/s but likewise for bad ones
so i believe that he'll know better when i'm treating him well and therefore cherish me more.
it's amazing how we managed to be together so harmoniously altho our personalities are complete opposites.
this applied for me and yifeng too... strange.
oh yes i read about her this doctor boss... very funny sia... like so cute
oh yes talkin abt fred.. we communicate so well that even till now i'm still amazed.

and yes, some stuff to tell a couple of u... cos i dun get to chat with u often..
kor, relax abit more okay? it'll be for your's and da sao's gd if not it'll onli strain ur relationship. heart pain seeing u stressed like that. juz try to understand that it's normal to feel wad you felt but dun lament and reproach urself so much. i've been through it and done it upteen times and i know how tiring it can get. juz consider this one thing i say. PEOPLE CHANGE. we, human, is alwaiz learning things and then changing in order to adapt and improve. so don't always think that "i'm juz like that, cant change"
it's not true ok? if you are determined, you can and i believe that you can do it. actions speaks louder than words.
you're really kind person the fact that you wanted to gimme a present cos fred didn't silly perhaps but cute haha. save ur money for prezzie for da sao instead. it's painful to see a kind soul in pain so dun torture yourself for being so uptight k??

hey pat, you need to relax and juz don't think so complicatedly... (is there such a word..? erm..)
it juz adds on to your emotional stress and sometimes, once you set your mind on something juz don't go think about it anymore. it'll onli create new doubts and you'll juz keep on running around in circles. stop torturing yourself and your other half. it can be seen that you both love each other and leaving won't solve anithing.

ADOI MY EYES BLUR LIAO CAN'T SEE CLEAR LIAO AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH